I may have been the craziest, whackiest and weirdest teenage girl you may ever met. I tend to be eccentric yet demure and modest in a way. But inspite of these imperfections I stand with, i'm still me. And I have the best companions in my life to embrace my klutziness and do weird things together. I call them friends, my fellow acquaintances. They laugh on my nonsense jokes, join me in whatever stupid stuff comes on my mind, I don't wanna grow up. I just wanna stay like this forever. I love to be a child, or atleast, kid at heart. With them, I can be jst my self and go along in life without pretentions. A friendship that started during the last seven years and yet, the bond between us still remained strong. Some of my friends move to other place for a cause but not willing to leave, they just have to. Some of them found new friends and made a circle of their own. I'm thankful that i have those friends who stayed with me through the freakin' past years. I have friends who shared their tears of happiness and sadness with me, friends who are willing to slap the faces of the guys who've broke my heart, friends who played with me in the pouring rain with barefeet. But if the day comes they'll gonna leave me too, they will always be a part of me. I'm sure we'll always be soul sisters. :))

There I was, stunned in front of his house, holding my bag. Did I ever think of him as a she? No, I didn't. That's why I became the stupidest person i've ever known. For not using some of my senses and being carried away by love. I was blinded,not by light, but by my assumed image of him in person. For all i've been thinking about was his avatar. I became deaf, by not listening to my friends about their advices and opinions on the guy I love. I never think of him that way. He was never a girl to me. Who would've thought that? His voice was gentle and sweet; a perfect man's voice. But my beloved guy was just a dream. Vincent Paulo DelaCruz never existed; he's a girl. I've been living in this nightmare for 2 months and I thought was sleeping in sweet dreams. Now, I got muted. I can't find any words to say to her. I just wanna slap her freaking face and get over with it. But I can't, I used to love her as a him. I made a big mistake of trusting my heart to her. Am I inlove too much that I already exclude my friends' voices in my ear just to hear her say such words? What a foolish deed. I know I should have listened to my mind. It's not right to take online games seriously and fell inlove with characters. Games will always be just a game, remember not to ever include your heart. Listen to what your friends will say for they are the ones who'll stay when your bright thoughts turns to gray, and help you take all the pain away. :]