I've already been through the room where I found him, the guy whom I was waiting all my life, the one who made me felt the butterflies in my stomach, the one I love. There, he stood in a manly way, with crossed arms and a purple hair. Much unique and entirely different from any other guys i've met on the dance floor. As the music passes every minute i've spent with him in that room, I silently observed him. Not knowing why i'm doing such a thing for a stranger (I'm usually a snub). His attitude towards other girls is not what I expected. He'll definitely say what's on his mind and what he thinks is right. He pissed off a girl and I don't know why I laughed. Everyone left and I'm not willing to go yet. I wanted to know this guy, I wanna know what makes him different, why does he seem so special when I don't even know him on the first place? I should've left that room too like everyone else did, but I can't. Then, we started a conversation which led us to many questions. When the time has come and he has to go, we danced one last time. Till then, we started to care about each other and won't let a day passed without communication. The feelings grew inside me and I can't get enough of his sweet and confident voice. My awaited day came in an unexpected manner. I already knew what ILY means but still asked him what it is for him (just wanna make sure if my thoughts are right). He finally said he loves me! But I can't answer right back. I wanted to be sure if I feel the same way about him. I knew I was. It feels like i'm intoxicated by his voice. With a build-up confidence in myself, I sent him the abbreviated word ILYSM. Until now I am really sure of him, he makes me happy. I'll never gonna let this moment go. He will stay special here in my heart for every minute of my life. Thank God I didn't left that room. Cause if I did, i'll never know what real love means. :]

102508. I'm such a couch potato! Di pa rin aq pumasok ngaun.Today was the championship of CAPSAA. I won't have the chance to cheer for our school. But anyway, I have much time to rest, the only benefit of being absent.:x Anyway, nakapagpost na q d2 ulit kaya it's worth it. :]] I can't post here daily kase I don't have enough time magonline pag may classes. Okay, so change topic na. My skin is turning back to its real color. Last day I went to school, they were so shocked to see me. It feels like I'm not Jeanne anymore dahil umitim lng nman aq ng onti. Damn swimming pool! Hindi aq dapat nagswimming agad nun. Now I'm having a hard time to turn back my complexion again. :x

102408. Di aq pumasok ngaun. General Rehearsal lng nman e. Di din aq kasale. At wala aqng balak umattend ng practc for halloween. I may be the laziest creature you'll ever know. :]] I'd rather go sleep than to sweat. Dancing hates me. I hate it too. That's why I don't know how to dance. Kaya I spent my whole day surfing the net even though it seems really boooring. I was about to play Audition but then I realized that our computer isn't working fine at walang audio kahit magheadset pa q or speaker. Damn,.. And then at night nagbrownout!! Lowbat pa nman din ung cp q nun. Ang wrong timing tlaga. Tatawagan q pa sna ung husband q kaso lowbat dn xa. I didn't sleep well that night kase it's really hot tapos wala p kmeng fan n gamit. :x

102308. Whew. Buti na lang mei UNO program. Wala kame classes! yay! pero... It's a bad thing na hindi aq kasale for my sake. I was running for honor tapos wala q Extra Curricular Activities? Anu na lng kea magiging future q nun. T.T Kinunsensya kasi aq ng trigo. teacher nmen. Sbe nea wg q dw sayangin ung pagiging top student q. Lalu na ngaung tinatamad na qu. Di 2loy aq makapgdecide kung sasali aq sa Halloween contest para mkabawi nman dw aq sa grades. peo i won't attend our practices. :3

102008. Absent nanaman aq. Di aq makagalaw ng maayos kase ansakit nung sunburn q. T.T I'm already prepared to go to school but my skin isn't. It's still red. I cried to my mom and I asked her if I could be absent again for just one more day. She insists at first and said that I should put sunblock lotion and go to school. Till my father woke up and he's on my side. Whoohoo. Saved from new humiliation today. I was thinking about what will happen tomorrow if my classmates saw me? OMG, I guess i'll turn into a tomato. T.T I spent my whole day sleeping and reading a new novel entitled Daddy's Girl. It's for college students but I could imagine how hard it is to be a college teacher. :o I spent most of my time thinking of what I should post here on my blog. I missed my online diary. I also missed playing Audition, I'm turning level 17 but I can't finish the lic. because the speaker isn't working and so does the headset. T.T So I just opened my friendster, twitter, multiply, and my candymag accounts for a little update. I'm sick of staying here but I love the silence anyway. :] But among all of this, I really miss him, my husband. I sent sms for him this morning and I thought he was angry at me but then his brother replied and told me he's in the hospital. T.T I cried. I wish I could visit him today but he's so far. I wanted to be with him. For always. For ever. I hope he'll get well very soon. I miss him so much. :'[

101908. My worst day. I was playing with my cutest cousin then suddenly, they forced me to swim again! it's only 9:30 in the morning at ang sakit sa skin nung araw. T.T At first I didn't agree pero ayun, sumama na din aq. I told them I'll only swim kapag malilim but i love to swim kea ayun, hindi aq nakatiis. We played in the pool for almost 6 hours hanggang sa sumakit na ung skin q and i've realized I forgot to put my sunblock! Oh my, what a luck. We went home, my skin is a bright red and also my face. T.T I swear I would never swim with the presence of the sun ever again! I swear I swear!! T.T Having a vampiric skin is much better than having a skin like this! I can't even sleep well at night because of my sunburn. :/

101808. Happy Birthday to my baby bro! :] Pero bago magparty, pumunta muna kame sa school. Pero since wala pang game, pumunta muna kame ng AICS to support our school's volleyball boys players. Ayun, dahil sa aming uber energetic na classmate na si Steph na ayaw tumigil sa kakatili, nanalo ang ALLS. Whahah. :DD Next na pinuntahan namin yung San Antonio, para makanuod nman kame ng basketball. Nakakatamad kxe sobrang init dun, la pa kami upuan. Kea Czermaine and I decided to go to her crib and stay there for a while. Tinawagan q muna ung husband q kase hindi maingay sa house nila kaya we had a clear conversation. hehe. Bumalik na kame sa court para balikan sila Steph, pero wala na sila. Akala namin bumalik na sila sa school kaya pumunta na rin kme sa school. Wala p pala sila sa school and after 30 mins. they rushed into our sides and asked us where we've been. Sabe q "iniwan niu kame dun e". Then they said "andun kaya kame kila Laarni". :DD haha. they never told us that they'll go there kea un. Natalo ang ALLS ng 1 point daw sa basketball. OMG. :o

We stayed in school to watch volleyball girls play on our school. I don't know what's gotten into our players pero I think nwalan lang sila ng concentration kase kahapon uber galing nila. Ngayon lang siguro kame natambakan ng ganun. Anyway, we went to my house after nung game kase di pa nakahanda ung clubhouse kea nanuod muna kame ng Prom Night. Hoho, it's a freaky movie. I've never imagined a professor fell inlove with his student and turned psychotic for his obsession. Pero hindi namin natapos ung movie dahil my dad said we should go na kaya half lang nung movie napanuod nmin. Andaming tao sa clubhouse kea naubusan kame ng seats pero nagpakuha ng table ung mom q. We watch the clowns entertain the kids pero nagulat kame nung tinawag kame to join a game called Market market. Damn, it's really embarrassing! :x I won't tell the whole story. :p We ate a lot and wandered around Robinson. Di nmin napanuod ung Magician. Pero may video naman kaya ok lng. :]

I asked my parents if I could swim at night and they agreed. My 2 cousins and my brother are the only ones to swim with me. It's a cold night and the water in the pool is really cool. After 2 hours of pleasure in the water. We decided to go home. As we walked, I didn't look at anybody because I was wet and I think i'm freezing in the night. When we got home, my Grandma commented on my skin and said I was like a vampire!! Whoa... I'm really shocked. Then she showed me to my uncle and said para daw akong binabad sa zonrox. :DD Pag tingin q sa salamin, parang mei moomoo. haha. But I liked it anyway. :] I'll tell you a secret, that night is my first time to drink a glassful of beer. :x It doesn't really tastes good at first but when i was already half of it. I never thought drinking will be fun. Haha. Now that's a bad influence, don't take my lead okay? :DD But my aunt said that it's okay, and it's part of growing up, just do it occasionally. :] I was waiting for the reaction of alcohol in my body but there's none. I thought my head will spin and my stomach will turn, but then, there's none. I'm still me. haha. :D

*BTW, I have a new cellphone. And I have trouble in transferring the files to our computer. So do expect less photos okay?. :D

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