Ang saraaap itapon ng aming computer!! Magpapalevel na sana aq ng Audition Character q pero dahil sa super slow motion ng aming connection, hindi na aq makapaglogin!! T.T

Oh xa, un lang muna masasabi q for now. Tinatamad pa q magtype ng mahaba ee... Bukas nalan'.. :)

092608. Good Morning! I woke up with a smile on my face because his name was first on the list of my messages. Uber sweet niya. So irresistible. My day worked out really good kase I know he'll text me kahit na may klase sila, ok lng nman dw na di aq magreply kase alam niya na nakikinig aq ee.. :)) Di q alam kung ano gagawin q everytime na makakakita aq ng officer sa hallway kase nagquit lang aq kahapon dahil kelangan q turuan ung kapatid q!! Damn, I hate heroic deeds, I don't even have a chance para maging legacy. :]] So everytime I see anyone of them, I just nodded. I told them I would never quit. Well, I was supposed not to quit. I'm not even good at tutoring grade school students. :x Kelangan q pa ulitin ng 8 times para lang magets nya. ~.~ Then my day finally got worse dahil after ng self-esteem activity namin sa english, nakalimutan na namin ung interpretation ng environmental song na dapat ay gagawin nmin knina. All of us, yeah as in ALL, got 70% on our recitation in english. Well, it's not our first time pero nakakaembarrass pa rn un noh.. 2nd time na namen na ma70 sa english. 1st is when our section haven't prepared for our role playing and now is the 2nd ones. Section pa naman namen ung may maraming honor students kaya di nmen alam kung may matitira pa sa honor roll. :[[ I'm currently reading a new novel by Katherine Holubitsky entitled Alone at Ninety Foot. It's a story about a girl, almost like me. haha.. basahin niu na lng. :) And anyway, nakipagaway na naman aq kila kuya dahil they're so selfishly unfair!! What's wrong with talking to a guy and make it last for 6 hours? The hell with them! Pag sila may kausap di q cla pinapakelaman. Unfair! :'[ Ngaun tuloy iniicp ni papa kung ung phone ba or ung computer ung aalisin nya. Errr.. Freaks. ~.~

092508. Akala ko magiging maganda araw q kase I finally realize how to be really inlove since last week. :DD Lam mu yun, yung feeling na lam mung may nagaalaga sayo kahit di nea sabihin na mahal ka niya, you can still feel it. Haha,.. Juskuh Bhaliw nnman aq. So, it all started in the Dance Floor of Audition. You know, the online game na kinaaadikan q noon hnggang nagun. :]] Aun, I met a guy whom I thought was really mataray than me. haha. Kase i'm usually a silent type of person whenever madameng people nasa paligid q. I feel so uneasy. Habang naglalaro kame ng Ballroom sa DF, his partner always miss the keys, that's why I think he got annoyed kxe sabe nya, "Anu ba yan, Sorry ng sorry"... Xempre khit cnu nman iicipin na mayabang xa dahil sa sinabe nya dun sa girl. Kaya umalis na ung mga players at kami nalang 2 natira. Tinanung nya q kung aalis na dn dw ba aq, pero dhil sa naenjoy q pagboballroom, di aq umalis. :DD He asked my name, sinabe ko nman ung 22o. Tpus tnanung nya q kung san aq nkatira. Nagulat aq nung sinabe nyang taga Antipolo Rizal din xa. then I finally asked him where he's studying, sa SJWMS. Aun, we became friends tpos close n kame ngaun kase mula nung binigay q xakanea cp and landline number nmen, lage na kame magkausap.. First time q mag telebabad ng 6 hours na sya lng kausap q. Well, wala nman tlga kme maxadung pinagusapan kase hirap magicp ng topic dahil 3 hours kame magkausap everyday. :DD peu nung Thursday, nawala ung spark bgla kaya bgla pumanget arw q, buti nalan nkipagbati agad qulet q.. :]]

092408. Last day of our sportsfest. Nakakatamad tumambay sa hallway. Buti nalang kasama q friends q. :D Di nman tlaga aq mahilig sa sports e. More on academics aq. Pero if ever na makakapagtraining aq, sasali talaga aq ng volleyball! :] Anyway, haha... Nagtagalog n lng aq. Pero TagLish. :)) Mas naeexpress q sarili q in this way. Hmmm... Ayun, nung sportsfest na un ay uber unforgettable kxe 1st time q lumabas ng school grounds ng hindi pa dismissal. 4:00 pa uwian namen pero dahil sa sooobrang kaboringan,.. 3:00 after ng basketball game.. Tumakas na kame nila Eula, Czermaine at ni Mimi! Haha.. Ayaw kxe kame palabasin nung masungit na guard. Sumabay 2loy kame sa service ni Mimi. Buti na lng di nahuli. Haha..:DD Nung nakalabas na kame ng gate ng school, binaba kme nung driver sa Gasoline Station to make sure na di talaga kame mahuhuli. Tpox sakay na papuntang TAG'S computer shop. haha. Baet baet namen. Hanggang 4 kame dun.. We actually planned na iFlirt ung kaklase nmen na nagkukunwaring guy para magselos ung couple niya in Audi. pero di namin nagawa dahil di kme ganun. :DD hehe.. Pero may nakita din kming ALLSIAN na di pumasok ng school para lng magcomputer.. Tsk, addict mode cla. :]]

Okay, so I was not able to post here since last Saturday. But this is what happened last Monday, you already knew that i'm an ALLSSO officer that's why we had many projects. First on the list is Feeding Programs for Daycare Centers and i was assigned to take care of this kid. She's quiet and a little shy but not like the last one that i've handled. I took a picture of her while she's making her bookmark puppet. :)

You can view it here. :)

091708-091908. 2nd Preliminary Exams. And i am not reviewing anything. Still hoping that I could stay on my place. Sigh... The preliminary exams seems to be okay naman. It's not so difficult that's why I guess I could still pass it though. But still, another sigh... :x

I love the song! It's entitled Next to you by Jordin Sparks. :)) Btw, nothing special happened today. We just have an ordinary school day and tons of homeworks. Yeah, a real torture. :x Well, the only great thing happened today is knowing that tomorrow will be a carefree day... that's all for now, gotta go and play Audition. :DD

Classes Suspennndeddd.... again :D yay for me! I had a really self-redeeming day :) But it seems more like a half-day because we got the chance to watch gladiator. It was connected to our topic in A.P. because we're discussing about Rome and I finally understand how Marcus Aurelius died and Maximus is really a great soldier. :) but, we haven't finished it yet. We'll continue it tomorrow and I hope there's no classes but behalf of me (my angel side) wishes there will be because I also wanted to see my school crush anyway. :D

Classes were suspended today. Sigh... they should've suspended the classes earlier! The bell rang 10 minutes before our dismissal time, who would enjoy that? it was raining so hard during our lunch time that we almost thought that there's an ice again cause it was so effin' cold and I don't have any jacket to wear.

Well, I woke up with enthusiasm on my face but then i went home with discomfiture. I was so frustrated about something that happened in school. I think it really isn't a big deal but, how will you feel if somebody you thought was a nice person suddenly tells something so mean about you to others and pretended that you were never there, just like "nagpaparinig". I knew I was the one she's babbling about. They're talking about my past l.life and I just wanted to remind them that they should not mind other's business and study their lessons instead. But, why should i care anyway? it's just my past life.

I just can't stop thinking about what they said. Maybe it was a little true but I promise I won't be affected. But hey, i guess i was hurt by the person who said that thing. She's mean, real mean. I know what comes around, goes around, definitely.

I feel sick, maybe it's because the sudden change on our weather. *sniffs* Btw, I lent my twilight book to my english teacher and gawd, she lurvveeed it just like the way i did. She just borrowed my new moon yesterday and i am positive she could finish it tomorrow. Now, we both are longing to read eclipse. Screw the bookstore! always out of stock. Ö

She also asked me if I've read the notebook by Nicholas Sparks, i said no, not yet. She then told me that it's a great story and she'll lend me the book when her cousin returns it. :) Okay, my dad already bought me the latest candy issue. And AJ Perez is... sooo cute. ♥ 10 thumbs up for him. A real cutie. :)

35 things that make life worthwhile

New layie... again. :D I think i like this layie more than the last one. Simple yet pretty. :) and it loads faster because there are no big graphics. New bg song, leavin' by Jesse McCartney. Can't think of any other music that will fit my layie, so this one will do, i guess. :) New blog title too, vulnerable. Well, I really am vulnerable at anything. I easily get hurt, better take care of me or else, i'll cry. :D just kiddin' .

Yay for me! We already have Adobe Photoshop but... dunno how to use it. Damn, I really shouldn't bought it in the first place. I just got really amazed from the layout authors and their creativity in editing their pictures and making their own layouts. But, someday i know i'll have the chance to make my very own layouts. :)

I am an astrophobic. I admit it. :x Yesterday, when I was really supposed to edit my layie, while typing on the notepad, the electricity suddenly shut down. It was so dark, but i'm not afraid of the dark anyway. But the lightning outside our window gives me the creeps and the thunder last night made me hid under my blanket. It was so loud, that i almost trip over my little brother. It lasted for almost three hours so I just plug my earphones and listen to my iPod then fall asleep. My parents' arrival woke me.

And to my surprise, they already brought me another cellphone and a new sim card too. I don't have any contact  to call on because none of my classmates were using a sun sim and most of them are globe users. Thank God there's no more rain at 10 pm because I need to finish my homeworks before i sleep. I've done it at 12mn, sooo tired until now. But I missed my blog so much and I can't force myself to sleep if i don't want to. :) but now, i'm sleepy anyway... gtg :)

Just wanna share my grades... :)

Deportment                    --> 92

I'm on top 7... and i'm gonna study hard for the next grading period. :)

My first post for the month of September, and i am so effin' mad today! I know I should be happy because I was on the honor roll but I'm not. I woke up without my cellphone ringing in my ears, it hurts when nobody remembers you. :[

This afternoon, I lost my money which I save for two days because I really need to buy something today!. And due to my inexplicable luck today, I lost it in my room! damn, I knew I didn't just misplaced it because it was right there, right inside my purse. I left it in my bed when I used the computer for a while and when I came back to my room, it wasn't there inside my purse anymore. My bestfriend and I were the only ones in my room that time and I knew there's no one to blame except for myself. I knew it won't be lost if I kept it on a more secured place.

Double the luck when my parents forbidden me to let my friends to enter my room. Is losing a money really a big deal? I don't think so. Well, I can ask my dad to give me an allowance for tomorrow. In fact, I got high grades, why not give me an award anyway?

We were bombarded with homeworks and I can't afford to live a day without using my computer. I've just finished doing my project on Filipino, and unfinished business in my other assignments. So ciao for now, I got so many things to do. tnt. ♥