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Sunday, August 31, 2008
It's really cold. The freezing rain outside really makes me shiver. My classmates said that it's rain with ice! I wanted to see it because I was sleeping when the rain poured. But it really scares me, honestly. Remember about the global warming? The icebergs are already melting because of the extreme heat that the sun gives us. Well, I don't want our country to sink in the ocean by the time the huge pile of ice will melt because Philippines is only an archipelago. Damn, so scary. Classes tomorrow. Waaaah! I hope there's none. I wish it still rains tomorrow. I'm still not in the mood to go to school. I just wanna lay in my bed, daydream, and think about only him. ♥
Monday, August 25, 2008 It's been a great day. :) It's really fun when you're with your family and doing things together. It makes us happy. It even makes us feel that we're still a child but it's not really necessary. Some of us would rather be with our friends than have a great time with their family. Well, as for me, both were fun it's just that most of my friends would be on their home than go shopping with me. It seems like we're still a child. But it's okay anyway. =)  On our way to SM, I was drinking Moo chocolate drink and I love it. ♥  Upon entering the mall, we straightly headed to National Bookstore to buy the New Moon book and wow. I finally have it now and I love reading the first pages of it. I'm gonna read it everyday just like what i've done to twilight, that's why I finished it in only a week. :)  We strolled the mall and shop for clothes and other miscellaneous things. We ate a lot, I admit it. :3 Then my father suggested that we should try making an art out of paper clay and look what I did. Anyway, it's cute though. But it's not yet finished. I'm working hard for it to be really cute because my mom decided to have a contest between me and my brother and the one who has the most beautiful work will win a prize. Okay, so let's pray for victory. :p
Sunday, August 24, 2008  I'm really getting too obsessed with ♥♥♥Twilight ♥♥♥, I admit it. While surfing the net and while i'm blog hopping, I found out that i'm not the only one who's really hooked in twilight. Damn, Stephenie Meyer really did put a spell on that book, I can't get over it!! :) I can't sleep because i'm thinking that Edward Cullen may sneak through my window and i'll finally meet hiiim. ♥Tomorrow, we'll be going to National Bookstore to buy the second Twilight saga, New Moon. I just hope that my dad won't break his promise or else, i'm going to Forks and stay with Edward forever!! It's really frustrating that Edward isn't real. He's just a fiction, and it really makes me sad. Why do I have to read the book and fell inlove with the fictional character if he wasn't going to be mine? :(
Saturday, August 23, 2008  This straight-up means you are the I've just found this article on Michelle Aurie's blog. It seems really true, though. But I don't really think I am that good-looking person this article says I am. Yeah, it's true that I'm competitive in everything. I just wanted to test myself if I could do things like others did that's why I think i'm competitive, but I'm a real sport, I accept criticism of other people as long as it wouldn't hurt me. I'm a little ambitious because I dream of anything that is really out of my reach but when I dream, I promise to do anything just to have it. Easy to talk to? yeah I am, but you won't easily get my point either. Anyway, some of them are not true about me. Today, i've met Danela. She's my elmo(rose jeanette)'s friend. She seems friendly and kind that's why I consider her as one of my friends. I'm not on the same school with them. I study at ALLS and they were in SMHSS. They've gone in my house at 1:30 pm to download the songs and themes that she requested. So when they arrived, I finally met her. Jean always talks about her. Her memory card was just like mine so it wasn't really hard to copy it from the computer. At 2:00pm, she finally left. I've gained another friend for today. =) When Jean and I returned home, we ate spaghetti and cake at my house and surf the net. I told her that there was already a new book that Stephenie Meyer wrote. Entitled, Midnight Sun. It was the same just like the twilight story. The only difference is that it was from Edward Cullen's point of view which made me more excited for the publishing of it. While reading the first chapter of it on the net, my eldest brother was really mad about my elder brother(but he was not home). That's why when my mom and my eldest brother talked about it, they both cried. Damn, full of drama. Anyway, when Jean had finished reading it, she was really thrilled and even ask me a favor. =) My night was relieved when my father won't give me any penny to go to the store and reload my cellphone account but my Kuya Arjay(elder brother) suddenly turned into an angel and decided to load my account for free. Now I have time to text my friends and even my couple in Audi. so they won't think that I'm forgetting them. :]
Friday, August 22, 2008 "You're the most important thing to me now. You're the most important thing to me ever." --Edward Cullen--   Wow. That's the sweetest lines I've ever read. You see, there will be no other guy like him who has enough courage to confess his feelings for the girl he truly loves. Most of the men in our generation doesn't take love seriously that's why love really hurts. I wanted to have a fairy tale-like love story so that it would end happily ever after. And, I hope that Bella Swan and Edward Cullen, too, will have a happy ending inspite of all the circumstances they've been through. Back to reality. I guessed I will not be able to post on my blog today if the Dance Audition was patched yesterday and if our internet connection was still not on its equilibrium or stable state. This day is still not a very good one. First, we have classes. Second one, I forgot to bring my COCC pin for our uniform and my index card for the officers to sign on. And the third one, I haven't eat lunch again. Damn, I should've manage my time and money properly so that things won't mess up. Alright, now it's getting even worse. At this very moment, my big brother was obviously mad at me. He wanted to take a little minute of my time posting here but I dejected him. I explained it to him clearly that it's been a week of my absence here on my blog because of our damn internet connection. I thought he would understand, but he didn't. Instead, he got mad and walked away. Watch out for the upcoming movie of Twilight on December 12, 2008 (Cinemas must not be full, please oh please). My friends and I will be watching it together because my birthday was on December and my friend's birthday was also in December. So we decided to merge it and treat our friends on MOA. We planned to watch movies, taste all the food we could possibly eat, go play arcade games, ice skate, shopping! and anything we could possibly do inside the mall. I just wish we wouldn't ran out of cash. :] My ATM will be used for the first time. But, it's just a plan. So we're still not expecting it to fully happen because most of our plans doesn't work out. :x Tomorrow was supposed to be my Audition Character's wedding but my friends and I decided it to move next, next week, the week when we have makeup classes on Saturday. So my couple would be able to go online and be my groom on the electronic dance floor. He seems to be caring and thoughtful as well, and sweet. But everytime he texted me, I wasn't able to response. Simply because, I wasn't unli., busy, sleeping, and out of load. I wanted to explain to him why I wasn't able to reply because most of the time, I don't have load and i'm on my COCC training. I just wanted him to understand that.
Thursday, August 21, 2008 Tired, exhausted and stressed, I feel weak. It's our first time to have our COCC formation and some of the basic steps in how to salute correctly. I wasn't able to eat lunch because I ran out of penny and instead, I just bought a coke softdrink so my thirst would be gone. It was really a stressful day because in the morning we were practicing pantomime as my class' number in the program for next week, then I don't eat lunch and in the afternoon, after our dismissal, we trained for the cocc. I was really, really tired when I got home.  Anyway, I've read twilight and it's so ADDICTIVE!! I love the story, though it was a little scary because most of the characters were vampires but the love story between Edward Cullen and Isabella Swan made it the most outstanding and the best book i've ever read. Edward Cullen was the ideal kind of vampire because he can control his thirst for the human blood and fought the demon inside of him just not to hurt Bella. He was so sweet and handsome (I could've imagine his face and I knew it was really perfect). I suggest you read the story a hundred times and it still would be interesting. Well, at first I thought it wasn't really interesting because the cover of the book was dull and it's black. But it made me really curious why apple was the symbol of the story. So I tried to read on the first chapter and then I can't get over it. I went on to please my dad so he could buy me my own twilight book so that I won't bother my friend. It was oh so lovely.I thought the second saga of twilight will be much more breathtaking than its first issue. As I read on the summary of the second book in Wikipedia, it made me really sad and I can feel Bella's despair as Edward Cullen leave her. I hate that part, he promised to Bella that he will never leave her and he will stay with her as long as she wants. He broke it. I don't want Jacob Black to be Bella's replacement of Edward. Errr... Anyway, it still has a good end. And i'm going to read New Moon. Thursday, August 14, 2008 I just got this ideas on friendster. well, hey. Some are true, I guess. =) Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. --Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. --Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. --Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. --Guys get jealous easily. --Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. Giving a guy a hanging message: like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.(uy panget....) Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more. If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. Friday, August 8, 2008 Whew. I've missed surfing the net. It's been a not-so-long time since the last day I post on my diary. Well anyway, it's still fine. I took the risk on joining the COCC or Cadet Officer Candidate Course. I'm going to experience another challenge again and by this time, it really encourages me to talk loudly and lively. Even if I don't really have the guts to the salute in front of many people, still, I wanted to experience this thing. Who knows? maybe this opportunity will lead me to a really better me, or maybe even the Best in me. I for sometime, also wanted to be noticed. But not in a way that I am going to do such stupid things just to get the attention of other people. Czermaine, Richelle, Shirlene and I were the 4 most quiet girls on our room but we can't just live our lives just like that. We knew we could do something better than this. So in our COCC meeting, The Batcom discussed about the proper position of the feet which is in 45 degrees, Stomach in, chest out and chin up. Deymn, I love this activity even if I was really scared. But to my positive mind, I knew I could gain many friends here and I know i'm gonna be an officer someday. =) Fall Again by Glenn Lewis... --song from maid in Manhattan, so cute. Tuesday, August 5, 2008 Thank God I have time to post here. I was so busy yesterday doing my project in T.L.E. so I need to finish it before our dismissal of classes. My cross-stitch was big enough to put into a frame but I didn't got the chance to finish it so I just ended up passing my project that only has the baby's face. Deymn, another project must be done and needs to be passed tomorrow. But this one is a group project. We need to create anything that uses only recycled things and we decided to make a pen holder. =] Oh well, I also have to do my article on our school paper project for Filipino. =[ Today is my Anyway, I've read a comment on one of the millions of profiles on friendster and I find it really funny but it's true... [sorry if it's in tagalog form.]: bUti pa ang kaLendaryO may datE bUti pa ang hershEys may KisSes bUti pa ang prObabiLity may cHancE yUng ibanG taO wLa... bUti pa ang teLepOnO hini-heLLo bUti pa ang fiLm nadi-dEveLop bUti pa ang typEwRiter nata-typE-pan yUng ibanG taO ndi... bUti pa ang eXams sinasagOt bUti pa ang prObLema iniiCp bUti pa ang asSignment inu-uWi yUng ibang taO ndi... bUti pa ang panyO nadadantay sa pisnGi bUti pa ang basO dinaDampian ng LaBi bUti pa ang uNan iNaakap sa gaBi yUng ibanG taO nde peDe... bUti pa ang kamaLian npapanCn bUti pa ang saLamin minamasDan bUti pa ang hininga hiNahabOL yUng ibanG taO nde... bUti pa ang tinDera ngpa2twAd bUti pa ang aWit at tUgtOg pnagsa2Ma bUti pa ang suGat inaaLagaan yUng ibanG taO nde... bUti pa ang Lungs mLpit sa pUsO bUti pa ang kOtsE mhaL yUng ibanG taO nde... bUti pa ang pEra iniingatan bUti pa akO nakakaalala mgbGay ng tEsti!!! Kahit bata pa ako by Aikee... --really cuuuteee... puppy love or infatuation is what adolescent teens just feel. not LOVE.
Sunday, August 3, 2008 So tired... I accompanied my mom to Ang Dating Daan so she wouldn't get mad at me, damn it was so boriiiing. They taught all about good lessons but I just can't understand it. I also read their song and the message of it was to avoid being inlove so we could also avoid having a sin. Oh man, I think I won't be able to do it. As of now, they can't stop me, I really love this guy. Let's just call it obsession or whatever. I just can't forget him even how much I try to. After the mass, we went to the market so we could buy my costume of Filipiniana [I think I mispelled the word. XD] this Friday. I saw a gown, a very beautiful gown. How I wish that we'll gonna have our JS Prom so I could wear it. I love the style and the color. [Pink and Black. =)] We also went to Jollibee accidentaly because my mom want to pee but when we was about to leave, the heavy rain just poured. So we spent our time eating until the rain stopped then we headed to the Miriam Bookstore to buy an installer for Photoshop. Unfortunately, there was none. ='( My Computer teacher told me that there was bunch of Computer Installers there. We even looked in other stores but they don't have any. waahhh... What a bad luck. So we went home very tired but I was happy, because my mom and I are already okay now and I have her trust again. =)
Saturday, August 2, 2008 New Layout again. =) The last layout was really cute but i'm not a kid anymore, so it won't fit me. but it's really KAWAII. I can't get over it. =p My mom and I had a little fight over the internet modem. She asked me if she could use the modem to her laptop for just a little minute but I said that after I finished what I'm doing I'll just bring it to her. It took me half an hour editing the codes for my layout so when she returned, I said "just give me 5 more minutes." After 5 minutes, she got angry and upset because she thinks that her words doesn't matter to me! wtf. x.x She just can't understand. Now she doesn't ever pays attention to me. What the heck have I done? Am I that bad daughter?? haiiztt... Oh and I already found out about this guy who used my friend just to keep in contact with me. Damn, he asked me if I could help him win her heart but then, my friend told me that I was the one whom he really likes. But I don't have any feelings for him. He's JUST a friend. Nothing More, and nothing Less. All you Wanted by Michelle Branch.. -If you want to, I could save you. I can take you away from here. So lonely inside, so busy out there and all you wanted is somebody who cares..♥
Friday, August 1, 2008 TGIF! I had 2 days away from school again. I love weekends =) But I think I will still be unable to play Dance Audition, I still have one more project to do. Errrr, I wish that our ADOBE photoshop was working. I wanted to create my own layouts too. What we had here is just a trial and I don't know how to activate it. :'x I have my master card now, yay. =) Unfortunately, I can't post it here. My cellphone is a trash! If it weren't for my messages and my pictures there, I would rather choose my mom's Nokia 5200. That's why I can't take pictures of it. In the morning, I was expecting that Richelle and Shirlene will be present in school that's why we wait for them until the bell rang for our mass. I guess they thought that there were no classes coz' the weather isn't so good and there's a typhoon. But we didn't received any signals that there will be no classes, that's why I go to school. And so, Czermaine and I were the only ones whose always together, i'm not kinda used to it, but it's fun even if we're alone. As friends, we have our own world. =) Okay, but happiness is still really incomplete. Mimi and Joyce [transferee] were really getting along well now, and believe me, it really hurts. Seeing your bestfriend doing things that you two used to do with another girl and treating each other as twins or sisters like you two used to do is a big OUCH. She just waves her hands to me and that's all, it seems like we don't even knew each other. =( My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne... -all this time you were pretendin', so much foe my happy endin'...
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