I am so proud of my section, III-Joshua!! weeee... Even if our section didn't win in the cookfest, our classmate was the champion in our Health and Nutrition Quiz Bee. =) if you want more details, click here.

We didn't do anything on our classroom today, except for cross-stitching, our project in T.L.E. Anyway, I got a score of 43 over 45 on our History Class! yay. Actually, I have seven mistakes but I got the exact word that my teacher wanted us to answer, so I got plus 5! oyeah.

My ATM card will be here by the time my parents come home. i'm gonna post it here as soon as I received it. =) [even if my pic doesn't look so good.]

I found out another virus that was on my computer today, Brontok. =x I wanted to reformat my computer but I guess the trick still won't work. I guess that's the reason why my computer keeps on hunging. I'm freaking out! I restarted it for the 4th time already. x.x

Here I am by Peggy...
--There's no way you'll be ignored, not anymore cause here I am, here I am. Make 'em listen.

It's raining so hard this afternoon. Damn, They knew i'm really scared of storms,thunders and lightning!! I wished I could charge my cellphone battery full if there's going to have a brown-out or else, I'll die in supeeer boredome! I took pictures of the rain outside. Now i'm wet. T-T Well, my cellphone doesn't have a very clear camera but the image is still can be seen. So I guess my post will end here for today. I don't want my computer to suddenly shut down. Bye Bye.! =)

Viruses are so so so so sooooooo irritating, disturbing and really, really annoying! AVG works fine in here but some viruses really bugs me a lot. Today, I restarted my PC for almost 5 times because it always hungs up. Darn! that's why it took me late at night to post here on my blog.

Anyway, my cellphone also hungs up that's why I just really would like to throw it, if only I can. :x I wanted to buy a new one but as soon as I have my atm and have enough money, i'm gonna have a shopping spree. >:] hahaha... just kidding, I would never spent money from my account without my mom's permission because she's the one who deposits, and i'm just the only one who got the pleasure. That's why i'm gonna practice saving money for the future. :]

My mom's friends, and co-workers talked about their sons and daughters that was in college degree. I was silently cross-stitching till they mentioned my name and asked what course will I get when I turn to college. I told them I wanna be a flight attendant so they suggested to my parents that I must practice learning foreign languages at a young age to make my course a lot more easier. But they were still thinking because they knew that my opinion matters. I'm not a little kid anymore, they should respect my decision.

But if you'll ask me on which thing to do every Saturday, I would rather choose playing computer games than going to a boooring classes. But who knows? it may be an opportunity for me to meet new friends... =)

I just wanted to rest today. This day was really not a good one. :x I puked on our car heading our way to my parents' office then I also puked on our way home. Maybe I don't really want the scent of our vehicle because everytime I ride in it, I felt so dizzy and it also feels like my tummy turns and gives me bad feelings. :x

Anyway, it's still a nice day because I've bought 3 past issues of Candy Magazine for only 100 pesos in Filbars. =] I wanted to buy all of the issues but my mom was the one whose in charge of paying and she told me that we'll the other issues next time because she's really exhausted after strolling in the mall so I decided to walk back on our office and eat our 'miryenda'.

My mom opened me an ATM account in MetroBank. It's so cool that I would be able to have money even when I ran out of cash. And I would also be able to shop with my friends anytime! yeepee!! [although mom was also fun to be with, but we're not the same on our points of view and our fashion styles. :x]

When I was on our car, he's everything that's on my mind. My iPod musics reminds me of him. It seems like every lyrics of the songs has connection between me and him. It feels like I dedicated all the songs for him. I realized how much I miss him, his sweet gentle voice that I used to call on our phone made my tears fell, the songs that we sang together, our baby brothers that annoys us everytime we talk, the friendship, it seems like it's all gone and just a memory. But why? Friendships are supposed to last forever, right? I just can't understand why things like this is happening. I miss him, I really do. ='(

Missing you by Meja...

-it's currently playing on my iPod. Damn, perfect timing. :x

Haii... New Layout. Thank God I discovered blogskins.com. I created another blog for my school, I'm gonna post the latest rumors and issue that's happening of the students' everyday life.

I've watched The machine girl and it's really violent. I don't want to suggest this movie because it's really creepy, but good story though. She really loves her brother so much that's why she seek for revenge when he died. And bloody moments happened. :x

I also bought 2 cross-stitches. 1 for nothing and 1 for my T.L.E. project. Got to go, I don't wanna get grounded when my parents would find out that i'm still using the PC. i'm dead.

Good Night guys.! :)

Who will I be by Demi Lovato...
- Who will I be, it's up to me, never ending possibilities... :)

We are so great! We made this sculpture through the use of a modelling clay and it still looks really cute and it seems so real. It's the Hetaera panel from the Ludovisi throne. Group Work is always the best, not because we want to have high grades by the effort of others but it's really fun doing a project with your friends and sharing ideas with each other. Me, Czermaine, Shirlene, Richelle, and with the help of elmo [jean. =)], we made this thing. Richelle and Czermaine on the red background, Me and Jean on the violet ones [it looks like color black.], Richelle again on the girl's chair, Jean drew the figure and all of us smudged the white clay. It's so sticky that's why I asked them to wash their hands on their home because our sink was full of clays and our maid will really have a hard time to clean our mess. :p

We finished our project on MAPEH at 3:00 pm. We're going to Richelle's house and on our way, somebody walked towards us. I thought it was one of Richelle's friend because she's the only one among us who is always outside and have many "tropas" on our subdivision. I was shocked when that guy lead his way to Czermaine and he was about to kiss her!!! Richelle was the first one who ran, then I followed. I know it's not right to leave Czermaine behind, so when I decided to turn back, she's already on my side. Shirlene was the one left but the guy didn't touch her.

While walking, I don't know what my reaction would be, I can't help laughing but at the same time, I was scared. I don't want anything bad happen to me and my friends. When we already came to Richelle's house, we left her. And I decided to accompany Czermaine and Shirlene to find a tricycle so they could safely go home. And me, haha... I'm alone on the road to my way home without anyone beside me and I still managed to come home safely by briskly walking. :]

Haiizzt... a lot of project needs to be passed on Friday and no more extension. I think i'm goin' to collapse. XD Thank God it was just 5 more projects must be done because i'm already safe in MAPEH. I still have A.P. [Social Studies], we need to trace our ancestors and put it in 1/8 illustation board. Computer, the history of Visual Basic. English, we need a compilation of 3 poems or stories of 5 literaure writers. Filipino, a school paper [group project too but i'm not with them. =( ]. T.L.E., cross-stitching. Whew, I only got 1 more week to do this projects. x.x

Sexy Lady by Nb Riderz...

- Sexy Lady with a pretty brown eyes... :]

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isn't it so cute? someone sent me a message on my friendster and include this teddy but there are no messages from him, just this cutie. =]

Waaah!! I got so emotional today, but i'm not an emo and I don't have plans to be one. :x It all started in school, I was pressured about the not-so-okay situation of my friends. I don't wanna take sides because I knew they both have their mistakes but they were so full of pride and both don't want to make a move about talking to each other so I was the one whose always in the middle! and i'm not comfortable about it. Whenever I tried to talk to my friend, my other friend felt out of place! they're making me crazy!!

I also realized that I had a crush on somebody that was just as bad as the other boys in our classroom, they're all the same. I thought he's the finest among them, but he wasn't. He's just another stupid guy who came into my life although he is really good in math. But still, just a jerk.

English class was a nightmare for me today. I have my research of John Milton's background and I've also done my homework, but I didn't have the chance to submit it on earlier time because I forgot to attached the research on my notebook and my homework isn't complete so I chose not to pass it at all. :x When the teacher was already recording the grades of the research, I was the only one who had no assignment. Then she told me "Naku Jeanne, What happened to you?". I was on the honor roll and I don't want to fail my subjects so I promise to do my homeworks completely always even if I won't have the chance to play Cabal or Audition. I'll sacrifice my favorite computer games for the sake of my Grades. :[

I went home unhappy, I knew that every smiles and laughs in the morning always ends up with sadness and tears. I'm happy by the time I woke up and eat my breakfast up to our computer time. I was uneasy during our lunch time, my world is sad and so quiet, Richelle and Shirlene are the ones who is always eating my meal together and they are the ones who have the louder voices than me and Czermaine. I miss laughing out loud with them. :x

My brother was the one who is using our computer but he is doing not-so-important things like, renaming his iPod's name so it would be arranged by the way he likes, viewing friendster profiles of many girls. [does looks are really important?? arghh...] I waited beside him for 30 minutes but nothing happened. So I went to my room bragging. I was really in the bad mood so he shouldn't add himself as a reason of it. Instead of shouting, I went downstairs to cook some fries bragging again till our maid offered the help. Suddenly, I bursted out crying. I don't know the reason why, I think I just can't help myself anymore. There are so many secrets behind my smiles. Secrets that was really not supposed to be told.

I cried without any reason. :x I don't know how to explain what i'm feeling. Even Jeanette [my elmoo] asked why I cried cause she saw my eyes were teary and swelling. I don't know what to tell her, she told me I'm really crazy because I was crying for no reason at all. :x [Maybe I am, just maybe. :x

Too much to ask by Avril Lavigne...

-Love the song..

J-14, a teen celebrity magazine, reports that page 16 of its July 2007 issue in which Miley Cyrus (popularly known as Hannah Montana) admits to being pregnant was “doctored” by an unidentified person. The fake version in J-14’s This Just In section stated, "I'm going to take good care of my baby. I've already gained 7 pounds. I was in real shock when it happened accidentally. I went a little too far. I'm sorry to all of my fans." The real version was supposed to discuss “Miley’s Gross Habits” as told by her costars.

"Despite Internet rumors, J-14 NEVER reported that Miley Cyrus was pregnant,” the magazine wrote on its site today. “Someone doctored the This Just In article that appeared on page 16 of J-14's July 2007 issue, where a few of Miley's Hannah Montana co-stars talked about her gross habits. Miley is an intelligent, respectable role model for young girls, and the editors of J-14 pride themselves on presenting our readers with credible stories and information."

I thought the rumor was true but thank God it isn't. She's too young to got pregnant and she said that it's not true and I believe her. I think we're on the same age but i'm just 14 years old and still an adolescent. :p I admit it, i'm a big fan of her!! I love watching her t.v. shows and i love to hear her musics, number one in my list is true friend by hannah montana followed by Rockstar!. Too bad that she and Nick Jonas already broke up. :x They seem to look cute together.

Best of both worlds by Hannah Montana...

-she's so lucky cause she enjoys being an ordinary teen and in the same way, a superstar. :]

Are we inlove? I mean, are we really inlove?? :x Maybe this poem could tell, cause 4 of us made this poem about our own experience but we'll going to make an english verse for our very first own-made poem so everyone would understand.

"Ang Pagibig"

Ang pagibig ay isang damdamin
na hindi pwedeng angkinin,

Kahit ano ang iyong gawin

Ay mahirap makuha ang kanyang damdamin.

Mahirap talaga pag umibig ka na

Di na mapigilan ang nadarama,

Lahat ay gagawin para siya'y maangkin

Gaano man kahirap ang mga suliranin.

Bigay mo man lahat sa kanya

Hahanap pa din sya ng iba,

Hindi makokontento

Sa iisang tao.

Kaibigan kung ituring

Nasasaktan ng palihim,

Ibig mang sabihin

Ngunit pinipigilan ng damdamin.

Naghintay ng matagal

Para sa kanyang pagmamahal,

Subalit nabigo

Dahil kaytagal na itinago.

Naghanap ng paraan

Para siya'y malimutan,

Sa bawat araw na nagdaraan

Siya'y di mawala sa isipan.

Ninais na palitan

Ngunit di makayanan,

Damdaming nasaktan

Di na kayang balikan.

Gusto mang aminin

Na nasasaktan ang damdamin,

Lahat ay gagawin

Para lang siya'y pasiyahin.

Masakit man isipin

Na ika'y iiwan din,

At kanyang makakapiling

Kanyang tunay na mamahalin.

Kung talagang kailangan

Ay dapat pakawalan,

Masakit man sa kalooban

Para rin sa kanyang kasiyahan.

Oh well, I think we are really inlove. But i'm not sure about my feelings, i mean, what if this thing that i'm feeling was just an infatuation or I just missed the boy that I wanted, but not really love.

I went home full of doubts and I don't know if this crazyness of mine was love. And, I don't think that it's still the same person that I was inlove with, he never even care to text me and it really hurts. The 4th stanza was made by me and it was specially dedicated for him. I wanted to focus my attention on someone else, someone whom I knew that won't turn his back on me.

I wish we could post this poem on our upcoming school paper group project and I also wish that Czermaine, Me, Richelle and Shirlene will still be a group because I love them and I wanted to show everyone that even the most quiet girls in the school could make a change and can be a good wruter too. :]

Badtrip when I arrived home. The sun was like on my skin because of it's hotness and no one opened our door for five minutes! I was so mad I headed straightly to my room but then, it was locked! grrrr.... I wanted to slap the one who locked it. Nobody told me the truth, and I ended up using my mom's dress. It was my first time to wear something like this, it's so big and airy, I can't move easily. But it's kinda fun, trying something new isn't that bad at all. :]

Why by Avril Lavigne..
- It's not supposed to feel this way, I need you, I need you more and more each day... :x

Whew. Dizzyyy.... We've gone to Taytay for today and we take a look over the houses because my mom's employee wants to have their own house. And so, we went to the Sunflower homes here in Antipolo [but I think it's in Angono] not far away from our home. There are a few houses but the nature was a real winner. =] We took pictures because the view there was really attractive and beautiful but too bad it's really far from the city and the transportation there will be hard for those who doesn't have cars. So we chose to have another choice.Oh and by the way, i'm already level 40 in Cabal! yeah! and now I also found out how to sell items from my inventory because I just sell it to the core alchemist which was only sold by 900 alz. Grrr, I was dumped. But now, I know how to sell it in big price.

Won't let you fall by Fergie...

-Won't let you fall, fall out of love... =]

Why does it have to be that way?? Why do boys can't stick to only one girl in his life?? Why do they tell you that they love you but they still flirt with other girls?? Why can't they be contented?? Why are they so numb?? Why do they don't take things seriously?? Why do they always think that life's a joke?? Why are they hurting us but they still tell us that they love us??

Damn. I wished that God didn't create a man. But, it won't be easy. I don't like living in an exclusive world. =] But I still don't have the answers to that questions. I mean, when they are still courting you, they're so tolerant and so sweeeeet, but when you've reached 3 or 4 months, they turn into an ugly devil! They're so cruel.

Well, I can't imagine that my big brother was like that. He already had a wife and they are married. But still, he kept on chatting other girls on his yahoo messenger. I wanted him to stop because he already have a son. And I want him to realize that he has a sister and he should not show that attitude with me. Maybe that's the reason why I was really afraid of falling inlove. I was afraid that the guy that I will fall for was like him. I thought he could be great father just like our father. But he wasn't. :[

By the way, boys are all the same. Even the guy that I was inlove with was a two-timer. He confessed about his fling with other girls even when he has a girlfriend and he said he was serious about her. [yeah.right. serious as they always say.] But whatever, I don't wanna talk about love, I just wanna know the answers to my questions.

I love you goodbye... -Nina/Celine Dion

-I just heard it from friendster profiles then I remembered my exboifriend. :x

Half school-day!! yey. I have more time for my computer!! But, I don't give my full attention to the computer because Richelle, Czermaine and I watched the Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children. God!! I love Cloud Strife! He's the cutest guy anime that I've ever seen!!! I wished he really exists and just my classmate. =) We even named ourselves as a character on the movie. Czermaine as Tifa, Richelle as Molly(?) [em' not sure if it's the right spelling of the cute little girl's name], and Me as Aerith. =] Oh how I wish I could buy a set of all Final Fantasy movies because malls and other stores doesn't have any copies of it. [I promise i'll sacrifice my allowance just to buy that DVD set!! :x ]

And so we watched it. Even Richelle was amazed when she saw the very very very cute face of Cloud! She even said that she should be Tifa but, hahaha... I remember when I first told her that she should be Zephyroth but it's just a joke and she was shocked when she saw his face... XD

Okay, Stupidity and ignorance are my word for today. I can't stop laughing everytime Czermaine reminds me about the dog's poop that I stepped on while we are heading to our way home! XD And after that thing happened she promised me that she won't tell it to Richelle or to anybody because i'm sure that Richelle would be rolling on the floor laughing out loud!!

Oh and I forgot, I was so stupid because when I turned on my computer, all the components worked except for the CPU. And so I tried to fix the wirings of the CPU but it was all fine and nothing's broken. I tried fixing it for 3 times until I found out that I wasn't pressing the On button! it was the restart one!! XD I can't stop laughing with that humiliation. =D

My Heart - Paramore...

- love. love. love. I just can't understand the real meaning of Love. :x

It's fun! the A.L.L.S. [Antipolo Lady of Lourdes School. My school] kitchen soup project was really fun! There are so many children on the daycare center in San Isidro. We arrived 7:30 am and we return to school at 10:40 am First, the president of the A.L.L.S.S.O. [Antipolo Lady of Lourdes School Student Organization.] introduced ourselves in front of the children. Then, the other officers taught them how to eat properly and also how to eat nutritious foods. After that, we let the children eat their soups but there are three of them was really shy and we have to force them nicely to eat the meal. When they have finished eating, we heve an activity. A puppet and a fan made by the children and we guide them as they do their business. Each officer should have atleast five kids over 80 children on there. But then, I wasn't able to have five, I only got two of them and I also took their shot. :

I was in the statement of shock when I heard the news that a good friend of mine was confined in the hospital. x.x He's a great friend, and though I don't give him a chance to court me. Still, he's always there for me. Everytime I had a fight with my *loved ones* he always reply to my messages. It seems to be like we're closer than my close friend. But I don't feel anything for this guy. :x Okay, so tomorrow I don't think I could visit him cause my family and I were going to spend the weekend together. x.x

And now... I took a shot of all Melody and Babbs' friends. And Here's the shots:

And that's all for today. I miss playing with them. hehe. And now, I gotta go to sleep before my mom starts to yell at me and I have to comfort my friends first. Buhbye for now bloggie. I

Smile by Tamia...

- a very nice song. ^-^

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.

Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming,"Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.Then the monster started ripping my arm off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.

Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy.

I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arm and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.

Love, Your Baby Girl.

I got a blog award from Manga Dork.! I was happy because it was my first time to have a blog award. thanks Manga Dork. [I wish I knew your real name. =)]

Here are the rules:
1. The winner can put the logo on her blog.
2. Link the person you received your award from.
3. Nominate at least 7 other blogs.
4. Put links of those blogs on yours.
5. Leave a message on the blogs of the girls you've nominated.

My favorite bloggies here are:
1. Ali's Blog = she gave me great links to download my favorite songs. ^-^
2. Kiichilicious = my friend and i love her simple page. =)
3. Kitty_Katie = she's been my friend all the time and I love her creativity! :)
4. Twinkle = i love her blog! i love her grammar. Ü
5. Dibsy = she's really funny and everyone loves her. =]
6. Audi. Interviewers = i'm really interested in their interviews about the GMs and CMs.

7. GM Lowe = [can I post a guy here? he's the last person i could post here.] He's a GM in Audition! i'm really hooked to his updates.

Thanks again Manga Dork. :)

I missed you bloggie!! Nothing so important happened today. But I just missed posting here. ^-^ Anyway, I already watched Camp Rock and I fell inlove with Joseph Jonas. =) Him, together with Mitchie really looks cute together!! Just like Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens. The story was so musical, yet really interesting. It's about a girl who seemed to be very invisible, she's just like me. I wanted to exist too and be known. The only differences between us is that she pretended to be someone else while me... I'm proud of myself, I just can't let it show... x.x And, she's into music, and i'm into academics. And that's all of me, just academics. But I'm still not on the very top, but I don't wish to. I'm happy and contended that I've reached top 5. I don't wanna be the best among other people. I just wanted to be the best of me. No more shyness. And, I wanna find out what my talent is, cause ever since the day I was born, I don't know how to sing, dance, not even to draw. It made me feel bad about myself. :x

So today, I borrowed my father's usb. Richelle always forgot to bring it in school. I took a shot of my babies and here it is: [i'm so childish. =D]They are Melody and Babbs. Actually, they have a family too. I'm their mommy and their daddy is... unknown. =) They have relatives too, I just forgot to take a shot of them. But i'll post it tomorrow. ^-^

I heard a new song bloggie!! and I can't get it out of my head. Bye bye by Mariah Carey. Czermaine was the one who told me about it. She loves it too, and I knew the reason why. =)

Gangsta Boo by Chris Brown...

- well, it's the song currently playing in my iTunes library... =)

It's my first time to watch Odysseus' movie, and it's really damn great!! I mean, I'm really not into classical movies. But when I watched it, I fell inlove again! [hihi, I like it so much!] It was a great story with many moral lessons to be learned. Errr.... I'm having a very bad day because it was my third post that I'm not able to show you anything!! >.< Well anyway, here's some of the lessons learned:

The first one is, "A man without God is nothing". It's really true, isn't it? We shouldn't believe that we've done something great without God's help and his security. Like what Odysseus did, he won in the war between Trojans and Greeks and instead of thanking the Gods with their help, he told them that he doesn't need their help. Poseidon got angry and take him to the sea far away from his home. There, he and his men fought with many monsters and saw many Gods and Goddesses that gave them many challenges. But still, they survived. Until they came in the cave of Scylla, a very scary monster though I didn't see that monster clearly, [cause it's very dark on the cave] I saw it has many heads and ate two of his Odysseus men. After Scylla, they fell in another monster's mouth, this monster is a very big one, Charybdis. All of his men, together with their ship were eaten. Except for him and his two men. But when the monster was gone, the two men were also lost and he journeyed alone until Calypso took care of him and imprisoned him in her palace. After two years, Hermes the messenger told Calypso that Odysseus wasn't destined to be imprisoned in her palace and if she didn't let go of him, Poseidon will bury her palace in the middle of the sea. So she told Oddysseus that he can go and give him a ship. But Poseidon really wants him to suffer so he put on the big waves together with thunders and storms. Odysseus asked him what he wants then the God replied : "A man without God is nothing" then after that, he was already in land a little far away from Ithaca [his home]. The king of Phaecia [the land where he landed], Sent him to his palace.

The second lesson is, "To be angry is easy, but we must wait for the right time." [not sure if it was the correct line :p but that was all that I remember]. He told it to his son, Thelemacus. Because he was really angry with Penelope's [Odysseus' wife] suitors because they have destroyed his kingdom. So Athena [the Goddess who guided Oddysseus], made him an old beggar to see what is really happening to his palace. He saw all the noble men having a feast and it seemed that they're not guests anymore, it looks like it was their home too. So in the day that Thelemacus had a beard, she would choose between them. They entered a room with many spears and have a contest that whoever that can string Odysseus' bow is the one that she would marry. But no one can make it. Until the old beggar did it and shoot the arrow with 12 holes. All of them were amazed, and when they look back, It was the real form of Odysseus now. I can see in their eyes that they was so scared on Odysseus' return. Thelemacus, on the other side, released his anger and killed Antinous. Then, they killed all of the 12 men. They have their kingdom back.

If you can't understand how I told his story, better read it in the other websites and the Greek mythology book or buy a CD from CD stands. :p It was 3 hours of greatness. I love it, really. We started watching it on 12:00 pm up to 3:00 in the afternoon. o.o

After watching the film, my mother and I went to the market. We bought many veggies. Then we went to Pizzahut to eat our miryenda together with our family. We stayed in there for almost half an hour because my eldest brother wasn't finished eating yet. We also went to National Bookstore to buy my Kuya's needs. I also bought the latest version of Candy Magazine. <3

Going Crazy by Natalie

-That's right baby, I'm going crazy. I need to be yer lady, I've been thinking lately. That you and me, yes we can make it. Just ride with me and roll with me, I'm inlove with you baby. ♥

Oh no. I hope he won't read this :x. Okay, so there's this guy who seemed to be my very close friend. But, no!! I musn't fall for him! He has a girlfriend and I don't wanna make myself a fool waiting for him to love me back. But I can't help it. My feelings for him grew stronger everytime I miss him. Just like now. I'm just wond'ring why he's been so cold these past few days. Everytime I texted him, he just answer me in 1 or 2 words!! He's making me crazy! I wanna make my heart numb. So that everytime we'll talk about his girl, It won't hurt me. But the more that I wanted to forget him, it gets even worse. One time he texted me but I told him that if he doesn't have time for me, he should forget me. I guess he really did. ['em sooo stupid!!!] Now, he's the only one whom I was thinking [damn!]. Help me!! help! help! It seems that he's already happy now. So i'll try my best to forget him. :'(

It's been so rainy today. When i've gone to the market, I'm very wet and my feet are soo muddy. But I got a new head band! It's so cute [I wish I could show it to you too! I miss my usb cable. >.<], I bought color silver and a red one. And, I got wounded too!! But it's just a little. Gowshhh,... I'm very hungry!! feed me! :D anyway, i had a bad day. I just hate those people who remembers me when I don't have any cellphone load. I can't reply with their text message they're such in a wrong timing! But I still thank them cause they didn't forget me after all. ^-^ huhu! *i wanna get my usb!* rawr.

SOS : Jonas Brothers
-Oooh this is an SOS.!! don't want a second guess... help!! :]

Yey! A million yay for me! I'm so happy today. First, I won in the elections. Second, Mimi loves me again! =)) and lastly, i've got my beloved computer back. ♥ After two days without internet made me sick, 100 degree temperature [just kidding. =D]. I just missed posting here in my blog. By the way, no pictures from now. =[ Richelle borrowed my usb cable and didn't return it yet. So I think I can post pics tomorrow if Richelle return it back. [I just hope it won't last till monday, I don't wanna have a boring blog because it's lacking of pictures.].

I can't believe it! I'm one of those who have the highest votes! I'm already a junior representative now. [yay! =)] I wonder what would happen next. ?.? Anyway, I just want to thank Kevin Val Camposano who pushed me to run in the officers, friends to cheer me up, for the support of our loving teachers, and for the vote of my caring classmates. Love you all!!! =))

It made me feel great. Mimi talked to me!!! At first, during our school mass, She said peace be with you at me from a distance. I can't look her straightly in her eyes, cause I feel like crying. I just remember our freshmen year again. Everytime she would say peace be with you, she'll hug me tight. I wish it would happen again. But, after the mass and the election, we didn't just talk, we hugged each other too.! It happened after the election. I was talking to her classmate when she suddenly called me then she get out of their classroom and bang! She hugged me! I was about to cry that time. I think i'm going to burst, but she just smiled and hugged me even tighter. I told her I missed her so much. Richelle's right. Mimi can't forget me that easily. She loved me. I loved her. And we're together again!! =]] TWINPOPSIEZ!!

And yeah yeah yeah!! I'm able to play cabal and audition again today [wohoho]. My mom took it away. It felt like I was left alone, without mimi, without my kwinchie, without my fs, without my bloglife. ♥ Soooo sad, I also didn't have any load on my cp and my iPod can't be charged without computer [what a luck]. So I just read and read and read till I fell asleep. So now, I'm back in business again, blog posting! I mean diary posting! woohoo!. It's sad I can't show you my new headband. It's purple. And many of my classmates wanted it. They also said it looks good on me but they wanted to took it [no no, it's not mine.] =p

I'm hoping that nothingwould ever happen between us again. ♥

Song for today : All that i've got by the used

- i'll be just fine!! =))

The consecutive class Reporting day. The start of our consecutive reports was in Filipino [well, i'm not prepared to all the subjects that we have a report. I don't even know I was the one who would report the topic today.]. That's why during our lunch, I read the story about sanaysaging. But I just read it, not understand it cause i'm lacking out of time. And when it's our group who would report, I was frozen. My hands are cold and my knees were shaking. When Filipino time was through, we also have to report a topic in T.L.E., thank God it was moved by tomorrow cause there was a campaigning group that entered our classroom [perfect timing. =)]. But it's not yet over, we still have one more subject to report and it was Chemistry. I was dumped by our teacher. ='( She asks so many questions that I can't afford to answer. It was a torture. The very embarrassing torture. :x Then, it's dismissal time!!

After the torture, we go straight out of the room and breathe the fresh, peaceful air. We decided to go to the most well-knowned computer shop "tags" near our school... =) But before that, Czermaine wants to finish our statistics survey activity first. But it's only three o'clock, and their dismissal time is 3:30. I can't wait that long, so we talked about it and she agreed that we go to the 'tags' now. Just a lil' problem. I was the one responsible to pay for the ride, Czermaine in the computer shop. My bad I got a little shortage here... [oops] Still, I survived. Whew. Thanks to Sarah. ^_^

An Audista. That's what I am. Audista is a term that is used to call the players of Dance Battle Online Audition, i'm addicted to it. But now, I don't know. Ever since my account was hacked by some stupid person, he sold out all my EP items that made me really mad. >.< . [i'm gonna kill that man!]. I think it was my excouple who sold it. He hates me cause I split up with him being his couple in audition [not reality, ok?]. I entrust him my account password cause I thought he could zip up his mouth about secrets. But then, I felt like an idiot, giving my password to a stranger that I don't even know. ='(

But now, I've changed my inspiration in playing games. I love playing Cabal now, but that doesn't mean that I've already forgotten Audition. Audition will always be in my heart cause it's the first online game that I played and my very first love online. And now, Cabal. It's the biggest talk in school right now. Oyeah! I'm glad I'm already a Cabalista before the school year began. Whew. It's fun when I could relate on our boy classmates topics.

After playing Audition [cause there's no cabal yet there], We go home. So stressed. So sleepy. So Dizzy. =(

Always be my baby - David Cook

- love this song!! 100%. =)