I fell inlove with this bracey!! Too bad it wasn't mine. ='( But that's my hand.. =) Richelle lent it to me and I can't resist the simplicity and the beautifulness of this thingy. I forgot to give it back to her on our dismissal time. I didn't do it on purpose! I swear to God. 0=) But then, she came over to my house, wanted the bracey back, borrowing my usb card reader, opened her friendster account in here and she left. =)

Anyway, I just wanted to post here our doodles and scribbles in our classroom when having a very boriiing class... featuring Czermaine Ann Llanes as Tootie, Richelle Dela Cruz as Fruitie, and me Je-Anne Psyche Rodino as Candy... =) [just expressing our feelings and it's like shouting cause we can't actually scream in our class]. ♥

Oh yeah, the quizzes seem quite hard but I can pass it.. =) quizzes in every subject turned me crazy. That's why even if Chelle and I were reviewing for our english class, I can't help but to laugh. I have no reason why i'm laughing [am I crazy or what? XD], I just burst out into laughing when she said the word 'Excalibur'... dunnah why i've done that. Can't help but to laugh, until now. Hahahaha... i ♥ my friends... =)

My Song for Today : The boy is mine by Brandy ft. Monica

- yeah. The Boy is Mine. <3

[Doesn't it look so yummy?] I love it! I hate my brother, he ate it all. I only got to taste 3 pieces of it. >.<

My Song for Today : Finally by Fergie...

- For kids at heart just like me! =)

I texted Mimi's cellphone... I was shocked when she replied. I thought she will ignore me, but she didn't. I felt sad and I felt the guilt here inside my heart when I read her message:

"Friends na lang tayo JeAnne. Di ako galet pero may lamat nah yung pagiging magbestfriend naten. Di nah to yung tulad ng dati, kaya sinasuggest ko na maging ordinary friends na lang tau."

I don't know what to do. I know I should fight for our friendship, but I can't. And I don't know why. Those words really hurt me. But I know I deserve the pain. I'm the ones who started this thing to happen. I don't wanna lose her. She's my sister, my twin, and my bestfriend. How come that a girl like me hurt her so bad that it hurts so much more than a break up.?

I wanna be with her again. Share our favorite musics to the highest volume even when the class is going, Be with her in the front seat of our service again, Stay with her in the hallway just to talk about anything or sometimes we talk about nothing at all, The long phone calls, The quotes we both love, Be with her everytime she has to meet someone. I just miss those days. Those freshmen days that we don't care about the people around us, we just focus on our own world. We don't mind if someone hates us a lot. As long as I'm with her, I feel safe. I feel happy, and contented. But now, they're just memories. Sad to admit, but it's the damn truth... ='(

Keep Holding on by Avril Lavigne...
- That's my song for her. And everytime she cries or when she's sad, we just sing it together then we're back again in business... I wish we could do that again... x.x

Whew. I hate Math. I don't know why, I just do hate it. Trigonometry is a lot easier than what I expected. Statistics, bugged my mind. It gave me a headache during our 2nd quiz. The Summation of X sub blah blah blah. Then we'll expand it. Substitute the value of Xsub one to the given value. Then, evaluate it. But atleast I got a high grade. Oyeah! =) [credits to Casio scientific calculator. Clap clap clap.].

= How Girls Flirt =
1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who would you go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You caught her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put makeup on you.
11. Her friends outside of school knows about you and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address.
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible.

= How Guys Flirt =
1. He stares at you a lot.
2. He hits you a lot [just play-hitting].
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a conversation with you.
4. He yelled, "Hi!" to your mom that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go and see "Brown Sugar" with you cause you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh any way even if he gets hurt in the process.
7. His voice gets softer ["Hey,You"] whenever you two were talking.
8. You hung up on him. He called back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh.
12. He remembers little things you mentioned in casual conversations.
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you [your hair, face, arms, etc.]

It's a damn tiring day. I was so sleepy in class today. My bad that I can't even understand our easiest lessons. =( Our activity in history class was to paint a stone. and look what I just did due to my sleepiness and dizzyness. [hihi.. but it still looks cute though].

Oh well, My day isn't just about being sleepy. I got frustrated too. Have you ever experienced losing someone who's been with you for a long time? then the world suddenly turns down between the two of you? Well, I did.

She's my bestfriend ever since our freshmen year. More like sisters, we're even like twins! I mean, I just missed her. But I guess it's all my fault that we doesn't talk much ever since the school days begun. I don't know why I just can't approach her. I felt so guilty that she already hates me now.

It all started in our sectioning day. It was on June 11. I don't know what's gotten into me that I forgot to talk to her [but it's not on purpose!]. That's why she thought she doesn't mean anything to me. But it's not true, I miss her a lot too. I miss our soundtripping days even when the class is going, I miss her taking a lot of pictures inside my cellphone, I miss the days when we are together, I really do miss her and I still can't forget the first time we became friends up to being sisters. I know I was the one whose wrong in this situation but I can't talk to her, or even get near her. It's not because i'm busy but I feel ashamed of myself that I don't even have the courage to talk to her. And now, all I have is the wind trying to blow the hope away from me... =(

I'm just afraid. Afraid to lose her. Afraid that our friendship won't be back. Afraid that she might not want me anymore. I'm still wishing she would be my TWINPOPSIEZ again...♥

Yeah. It's my first time to make my own blog... I don't know why I'm startin' to like it.. But, one thing is for sure.. I got interested when I saw other people's blogs. It seems that it's like their very own journal published on the web. They can express their own feelings without hurting other's feelings.

Lemme start about tellin' somethin' about myself. My real name is JeAnne Psyche Rodino and i'm just 14 years of age. Well, i'm not the kinda girl who does everything just to notice by someone. I'm not that pretty. I'm not that ugly. I'm not that glamorous. I'm not mean. I'm good at some things. I'm not perfect. I'm just me. A simple me. The girl whose always there to help and could be your friend. I'm someone who could give you advices if you need one, but i'm not 100% sure if my own ideas will work out.. =)

Today, I'm running for our school officers by the position of a Junior Representative. It's my first time to run an election and I was so scared that no one will vote for me. I'm a quiet and shy girl on our school, that's why it gives me the creeps to stand in front of the class. But in the positive side, I know I got good friends out there who will not dump me in that situation. That's why i'm not expecting to get a high number of votes. I just hope that my campaigning and the election will flow smoothly.

My Song for today: Won't let you fall by Fergie...
- This song touched my heart! i Love the lyrics.. ♥